| Errr cant go back to sleep. Maybe its the coffee that i had at five in the evening.... I am what am with caffine as i am with alcohol.. a god damn light weight. So happy new year!! Wooo. I came home for the weekend I wasnt suppose to but, my mommy got into a car accident and decided i need to give her a big giaganto hug and thats what i did!!! :)
I need to stop eating.. And drink more water. I eat way to much.
Anywhoo. i got an co-op/internship. Im excited about that. i start in April. |
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| Crazy how things Turn OUT... |
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| So I watched if for the very last time.. and surprisingly i didnt cry..Instead i Smiled and laughed. And then i did what i needed to be done. I'll prolly do some other things to it later. but for now its outta here. But its something that i want a hard copy of it.
OTHER SIDE NOTE
im such a dork.. a big gay one lol...school girl coming out. |
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| Booo.. I need to study econ. But i dont want too :o( No one really wants to study.. they just have to right? I dont know..
Oh man i forgot my camrea i was gonna bring it home had it all charged and then i left the apt without it.. Great party though.. i wasnt there for the surprise but I heard Di Nhu was all shocked and had no clue. My grandma was making her run errands all day since 7 in the morning soo.. Man i wanted to be there for the surprise!
So my parents are leaving to nam in two weeks.. very short notice. my mom's going for a month and my dad is going for 5-6 months.. he cant stand the weather here.. i say its in his head. But hopefully vietnam will have some sorta positive effect on him where he'll be in a better state of mind.. he'll have some many more people to talk too.. and there's this buddhist rehab center or something or other soo since its buddhist its gotta be better than the edcuated american dr.s here.. I'm just cynical i guess. I guess its the tradition. I personally dont think my father needs to fly across the damn world to get treated all the crap medicine he's been taking from chinatown is what got him in the stage he is in now.. But whatever.. if Vietnam will give him some sorta motivation than power to him.. Just return the Father i use to know.. Please.
Ehhh i have to study econ.. more soo perfect this paper for ethics.
I gave up Kelly clarkson tickets to study for econ... Im real sad right.. DAMN U ECON!!
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
oh i heart u kelly |
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| you make think its easy for me.. its just as hard.. maybe even harder.. Im hurting too. Its hard to do something thats u know is right but it feels soo wrong. If you only knew.. |
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